And So Ends the School Year

I just dropped zodiacmg off at the airport- this was the first time I've taken him rather than him calling the Airporter. So it was my first time driving there- it went ok: we didn't get lost. I'm very, very thankful for the existance of a multitude of large and legible-even-in-the-rain road signs, especially since I was, of course, sans navigator on the way back.

In hindsight, it was a very bad idea of whatever part of my brain it was that linked up the end of the year, zodaicmg's leaving and gradaution as one big package- it's making today rather rough. zodaicmg stayed over with me for Shabbos, since dorms closed Saturday at noon, and we had some nice time just hanging out together, and then we went out for dinner last night. And this morning we tied the tzitzit on my tallit katan finally (having someone there to help hold things makes it a dramatically easier process), and had lunch (the same thing we've had for dinner a gizillion times this year: pasta and canned peas: go know) and said our goodbyes before we left, since we wouldn't really have time at the airport.

I don't like being in limbo. And it's raining, and glum and today's hard enough as it is. A week from today is graduation, and then a summer in limbo, and getting ready for JTS and all of that. And right now I have no idea where to start thinking about it, even.

And So Ends the School Year

I just dropped zodiacmg off at the airport- this was the first time I've taken him rather than him calling the Airporter. So it was my first time driving there- it went ok: we didn't get lost. I'm very, very thankful for the existance of a multitude of large and legible-even-in-the-rain road signs, especially since I was, of course, sans navigator on the way back.

In hindsight, it was a very bad idea of whatever part of my brain it was that linked up the end of the year, zodaicmg's leaving and gradaution as one big package- it's making today rather rough. zodaicmg stayed over with me for Shabbos, since dorms closed Saturday at noon, and we had some nice time just hanging out together, and then we went out for dinner last night. And this morning we tied the tzitzit on my tallit katan finally (having someone there to help hold things makes it a dramatically easier process), and had lunch (the same thing we've had for dinner a gizillion times this year: pasta and canned peas: go know) and said our goodbyes before we left, since we wouldn't really have time at the airport.

I don't like being in limbo. And it's raining, and glum and today's hard enough as it is. A week from today is graduation, and then a summer in limbo, and getting ready for JTS and all of that. And right now I have no idea where to start thinking about it, even.