On Camp and Dances

[debka_notion]

Now they're doing Neshika Turkit- all the dances that were oh-so-exciting when I was in the beginng to middle of high school, give or take. I can see why this would work to gear these folks up, and to get close with eachother and drop some boundaries in the enthusiasm of the moment. And they're fun now- but they're not where I am, even if I get how the music gets you going. I guess that's growing up for you. Either that, or it's getting up-tight. I'm not sure which- maybe both. But then, I was never as loose as these folks, I think- never got into the shouting for a particular song or whatnot that they're doing now. I'm glad on the one hand- I mean, it's sort of embarassing and seems to present a lack of awareness of the self as a separate self. On the other- it seems like it would be fun, once you drop the whole self-consciousness thing.