A Reminder

I've been reminded that the nature of internet stuff is that anyone can read this. I guess I should bear that in mind. So... I need to experiment in figuring out where to draw a line. It is sometimes too easy to share things when you don't have to look people in the face as you do so.

So it was an emotionally interesting day: a lot of mysteries, and now Steve is telling me about Steve whom I haven't seen in years. A strange thing to bring up. And it seems frickin' painful for him.

I missed chevruta with MG today. He emailed me with what he did instead: he takes everything very, very seriously without even the background I picked up from the company I kept last year. This whole increasing observance process seems rather more precarious and scary in watching it than in doing it. I was just really confused and excited and taking my time about things. Well, I still am the last of those. Watching it- it actually looks scary. That's something I didn't notice before. You'd think with some of my friends, I'd have thought of this before.

Somehow I've set this up as a recording of my thoughts, not activities, and therefore this seems to be about as impresonal as I get. I'm not sure if this is a good or a bad thing. We'll see as I go

A Reminder

I've been reminded that the nature of internet stuff is that anyone can read this. I guess I should bear that in mind. So... I need to experiment in figuring out where to draw a line. It is sometimes too easy to share things when you don't have to look people in the face as you do so.

So it was an emotionally interesting day: a lot of mysteries, and now Steve is telling me about Steve whom I haven't seen in years. A strange thing to bring up. And it seems frickin' painful for him.

I missed chevruta with MG today. He emailed me with what he did instead: he takes everything very, very seriously without even the background I picked up from the company I kept last year. This whole increasing observance process seems rather more precarious and scary in watching it than in doing it. I was just really confused and excited and taking my time about things. Well, I still am the last of those. Watching it- it actually looks scary. That's something I didn't notice before. You'd think with some of my friends, I'd have thought of this before.

Somehow I've set this up as a recording of my thoughts, not activities, and therefore this seems to be about as impresonal as I get. I'm not sure if this is a good or a bad thing. We'll see as I go