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Ok. Last night was lots of fun, but I was an idiot about it. I got one of the books for my paper, couldn't find hte other, and figured I'd rush order it online. Almost bought the book I'd need for the other paper and didn't. SO I went and had dinner with Shoshana, which was a great deal of fun, and then went to dancing, although Samara and I left early as we were both exhausted. Came back, and kvetched to Miriam about the insanity of my life at the moment. And then I went to go order this book, and found out that it wouldn't get to me until December 8th. Not good. I should have taken care of this weeks ago, if not months. But Shoshana has offered to pick it up for me just before she goes shopping with Orin this evening. My friends are just too good to me. Other shtick- just not writeable-about online
Ok. Last night was lots of fun, but I was an idiot about it. I got one of the books for my paper, couldn't find hte other, and figured I'd rush order it online. Almost bought the book I'd need for the other paper and didn't. SO I went and had dinner with Shoshana, which was a great deal of fun, and then went to dancing, although Samara and I left early as we were both exhausted. Came back, and kvetched to Miriam about the insanity of my life at the moment. And then I went to go order this book, and found out that it wouldn't get to me until December 8th. Not good. I should have taken care of this weeks ago, if not months. But Shoshana has offered to pick it up for me just before she goes shopping with Orin this evening. My friends are just too good to me. Other shtick- just not writeable-about online
So Nathan and I just broke up. That is much of what I've been carefully not-writing about lately. We've been talking about it the last few days, with varying opinions and degrees of good communication. And so we talked tonight, and I played advocate for breaking up, which I felt was really necessary although I didn't precisely want to do so, and he played advocate for staying together- what he wanted, mostly at least. And eventually- I think we got to enough of an understanding of the issues that we were content to break up, tentatively, although I'll still be coming to spend some time with him during winter break, and we'll make sure of our decision. THere's certainly the chance that some day in the future, when we've done some growing we may want to go out again, and we're not saying that that's impossible. But we're not saying it will necessarily happen either. Right now- I just feel sort of half-here and half-not. Very disoriented. But it's definitely for the better. So that's life.
So Nathan and I just broke up. That is much of what I've been carefully not-writing about lately. We've been talking about it the last few days, with varying opinions and degrees of good communication. And so we talked tonight, and I played advocate for breaking up, which I felt was really necessary although I didn't precisely want to do so, and he played advocate for staying together- what he wanted, mostly at least. And eventually- I think we got to enough of an understanding of the issues that we were content to break up, tentatively, although I'll still be coming to spend some time with him during winter break, and we'll make sure of our decision. THere's certainly the chance that some day in the future, when we've done some growing we may want to go out again, and we're not saying that that's impossible. But we're not saying it will necessarily happen either. Right now- I just feel sort of half-here and half-not. Very disoriented. But it's definitely for the better. So that's life.
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