The Day

Today was much better- the computer technician called just as I was leaving for minyan, and said he'd be here between 9 and 11. He arrives aroudn 10:30, and by 11:30, I once again had a functioning computer. It really made my day. Other than that, today's been busy, but I have a good deal of my two imminently due internship applications set. Not all-set, by far, but in a place where I think I should be able to get them in, at least, I think. Still Blargh scary, but somewhat more reasonable. Not to say that I'm not anxious- I very much am. Wish me luck. What I need are more things to apply for- but I'm not sure if they even exist, let alone how to dig them out.

But now to run over the layning once and bed, 7:30 minyan in the morning (and then cooking/application work, class, lunch, shower, remember to bring costume pieces into shower to steam out creases, call sibling, fetch friend from commuter rail, fetch friend who's staying over from parking lot when he arrives, somewhere clean the room, vacuum, finish making other bed, remember to turn heat up slightly, try not to panic...). Hodesh Tov to all.

The Day

Today was much better- the computer technician called just as I was leaving for minyan, and said he'd be here between 9 and 11. He arrives aroudn 10:30, and by 11:30, I once again had a functioning computer. It really made my day. Other than that, today's been busy, but I have a good deal of my two imminently due internship applications set. Not all-set, by far, but in a place where I think I should be able to get them in, at least, I think. Still Blargh scary, but somewhat more reasonable. Not to say that I'm not anxious- I very much am. Wish me luck. What I need are more things to apply for- but I'm not sure if they even exist, let alone how to dig them out.

But now to run over the layning once and bed, 7:30 minyan in the morning (and then cooking/application work, class, lunch, shower, remember to bring costume pieces into shower to steam out creases, call sibling, fetch friend from commuter rail, fetch friend who's staying over from parking lot when he arrives, somewhere clean the room, vacuum, finish making other bed, remember to turn heat up slightly, try not to panic...). Hodesh Tov to all.

No, Self, Really

Self: You Really must stop organizing and starting your cleaning. Now. Or you'll be exhausted at minyan, and that makes you nervous about your layning, and you'll start by looking at the wrong place again, and then you'll be unhappy with yourself again. You can clean in the morning. You'll find yourself a way to CVS to procure new mascara (what Did happen to your old one?), lipstick (ditto- it's somehwere, just probably somewhere at home), and makeup remover (cold cream??). Silly self. You should have learned to understand and use all these things by now, like other members of your gender.

On the brighter side- good going on finding the cell phone. On the lower side of that- why didn't you look and see what went plunk last night when you were going to sleep Then, and save the anxiety?

OK, really self- brush your teeth and go to sleep. Now.

No, Self, Really

Self: You Really must stop organizing and starting your cleaning. Now. Or you'll be exhausted at minyan, and that makes you nervous about your layning, and you'll start by looking at the wrong place again, and then you'll be unhappy with yourself again. You can clean in the morning. You'll find yourself a way to CVS to procure new mascara (what Did happen to your old one?), lipstick (ditto- it's somehwere, just probably somewhere at home), and makeup remover (cold cream??). Silly self. You should have learned to understand and use all these things by now, like other members of your gender.

On the brighter side- good going on finding the cell phone. On the lower side of that- why didn't you look and see what went plunk last night when you were going to sleep Then, and save the anxiety?

OK, really self- brush your teeth and go to sleep. Now.