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Well, the issues continue to unroll in assorted directions. It's funny how I've found out exactly who knows what I mean and who doesn't. The list of those who figure it out, or do so eventually- is shorter than I would expect. Makes me curious.
I've also just had an interesting, if painful, email with Nathan. Sometimes I think that what was my first serious (by the definitions of the world) relationship, was mostly a rebound proof that he could stay in control for him. I'm sure I'm exagerating. But I'm a bit mopey, so I'm likely to do that. This whole control issue seems to be really permeating things.
ON lighter topics, the photo album progresses. Tomorrow- up early to meet some goats while Mom gets her new orthotics, then some random errands, more photo albums and a nap. And at night- dancing. Dancing in CT without Em- I haven't done that in years. It'll be an experience. Oh- and before that, dinner with <livejournaluser://gimmelgirl>. That's something to look forward to (*Grins*).
I've also just had an interesting, if painful, email with Nathan. Sometimes I think that what was my first serious (by the definitions of the world) relationship, was mostly a rebound proof that he could stay in control for him. I'm sure I'm exagerating. But I'm a bit mopey, so I'm likely to do that. This whole control issue seems to be really permeating things.
ON lighter topics, the photo album progresses. Tomorrow- up early to meet some goats while Mom gets her new orthotics, then some random errands, more photo albums and a nap. And at night- dancing. Dancing in CT without Em- I haven't done that in years. It'll be an experience. Oh- and before that, dinner with <livejournaluser://gimmelgirl>. That's something to look forward to (*Grins*).