Nerves

Tomorrow are BORG elections. And I'm bot hactually running against someone (that just Isn't supposed to happen), and it's Nomi, who's not only a friend but someone the BORG is extremely fond of. Now, she and I wouldn't mind being a two-headed Librarian (would make me feel a bit like Pratchett's Librarian in The Last Continent- which could be fun: Ook!), but that might set an odd precident for the club- and for the other positions, although a host of librarians works better than a host of heralds or scribes, or rulers of 5-sided-objects. And well- there have to be Some non-high-council-members. That was my job last year, which I often held down alone, but now we've got more folks. I don't know. I'm nervous about the whole thing. ANd I'm paranoid that since she did a fabulous job as director, and I did a decent but not spectacular job as Herald (I'm thinking that something as loud as a publicity coordinator was not my best move ever, although it's certainly been fun), that that might affect things. I don't know. (I'm overusing that phrase. My apologies.)

Why do I care so much about being on High Council? Well, I suppose because if I don't get elected, it's like I've failed, in a sense- I did it once, and didn't get chosen again- I must have done poorly. Also because I invest a lot of energy in BORG, enjoy that a lot, and want to keep doing so.

OK, off to bed, to attempt not to fret. Maybe I'll get my errands done tomorrow, or at least started.

Nerves

Tomorrow are BORG elections. And I'm bot hactually running against someone (that just Isn't supposed to happen), and it's Nomi, who's not only a friend but someone the BORG is extremely fond of. Now, she and I wouldn't mind being a two-headed Librarian (would make me feel a bit like Pratchett's Librarian in The Last Continent- which could be fun: Ook!), but that might set an odd precident for the club- and for the other positions, although a host of librarians works better than a host of heralds or scribes, or rulers of 5-sided-objects. And well- there have to be Some non-high-council-members. That was my job last year, which I often held down alone, but now we've got more folks. I don't know. I'm nervous about the whole thing. ANd I'm paranoid that since she did a fabulous job as director, and I did a decent but not spectacular job as Herald (I'm thinking that something as loud as a publicity coordinator was not my best move ever, although it's certainly been fun), that that might affect things. I don't know. (I'm overusing that phrase. My apologies.)

Why do I care so much about being on High Council? Well, I suppose because if I don't get elected, it's like I've failed, in a sense- I did it once, and didn't get chosen again- I must have done poorly. Also because I invest a lot of energy in BORG, enjoy that a lot, and want to keep doing so.

OK, off to bed, to attempt not to fret. Maybe I'll get my errands done tomorrow, or at least started.