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I've been wondering sporadically lately, what I'd be like if I hadn't decided to be observant. I remember being at a Shabbos meal at ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
nuqotw's place last year where she asked what we'd be doing if we weren't frum, and I think my answer then was dancing (it was the weekend of a dance camp), and another time was hanging out and talking- i.e. nothing all that different from what I was in fact doing. But really, I wonder who I'd be if I were doing something different with my life. I'm in no hurry to find out- that's for sure, I like the me that I'm creating. But it's an interesting to think about- would I be more daring? more happy? less happy? more comfortable? more tense? Where would I be?
Anyone else wonder those things? (Or the equivalent question for your own situation.)
nuqotw's place last year where she asked what we'd be doing if we weren't frum, and I think my answer then was dancing (it was the weekend of a dance camp), and another time was hanging out and talking- i.e. nothing all that different from what I was in fact doing. But really, I wonder who I'd be if I were doing something different with my life. I'm in no hurry to find out- that's for sure, I like the me that I'm creating. But it's an interesting to think about- would I be more daring? more happy? less happy? more comfortable? more tense? Where would I be? Anyone else wonder those things? (Or the equivalent question for your own situation.)